Honestly, i really don't have a clue what i'm doing right now. It's currently 3:24am as I type this and I should really be sleeping. I can't sleep though, one reason being that I completely screwed up my sleeping schedule again. Another reason is that for the last few days, I've been stressing over college deadlines, and how I'm falling behind on work. I've been stressing over how I'm also falling behind on work standards. I've been thinking about why all my peers got unconditional offers for their first choices for university, but I got rejected from mine. I've been thinking about how other than my few friends from secondary school, I don't have any real friends from college, and I probably won't be keeping in touch with any of them once we leave for uni. I've been helping my mother while she's been back and forth in the hospital. I've been thinking about my future. I feel like I'm not advancing like I should be right now. I know, I'm depressed.